Skinnyskinnyskinny;

I'll eventually get there. This is way harder than it looks.
This morning I woke up at 9:30am and started breakfast almost immediately.
I made a fried egg sandwich which may not be the best thing for me but it was better than waiting and getting taco bell or something or getting breakfast at Mae's alone. I had some fat free light yogurt and a raspberry, banana, strawberry smoothie too. I then went for a bike ride. It wasn't that long, it was maybe a half an hour, but it's constant peddling and I went like 2 miles so that seems good to me. I am ready for a nap, I've been exhausted lately.
I am going to get my hair colored and cut today. I'm happy because even though I like this long hair I hate it. I loved and missed my old hair. I like it short and sassy. I figure if I want to have long hair for my wedding it will be with extensions haha. I don't think I want long hair though because it's really just not me. Right now my hair is brown and pink, I like it but I really just wanna go back to the old me. I think it might help me get back into the skinny midset of my life.
Joe and I are having our anniversary next Saturday. I can't believe we've been together a whole year. Jesus christ. Into like the first week I kind of knew that we'd probably end up getting married. I know that will happen now :)

So much for taking it slow;

I haven't written in here in over a year, actually I didn't even realize I had this? Funny how sometimes you throw some memories in the back of your head and you don't realize it until you accidently stumble upon it.
Anyway, I'm so sick of how I feel about myself lately. I lack all motivation and just want to sleep and whatever all day long. Work takes so much out of me and I have hardly any energy to stand up when I get off work, and all I end up doing is putting everything off. Ugh!!
I gained way too much fucking weight it's disgusting. Seriously seriously disgusting. I need to take charge of my life. NOW. Okay girl, get with it.
I need to just start taking my dogs out for runs every single day and take my bike out because I am just a fat fat fatty now. Bummer summer.